Metal4ever

Staked Lashed, Bleed For Dead I's Only Human, They say! Pain Tourture Stress, Joy? It's only human they say! We live, we emote, we die Only human we say? In ones life, is it natural to only feel 3 emotes? Do we do this to our selves? Or Is it the act of Cowards? Seems to be life, is to be left lashed to a stake The cowards mouths open all that is all pain! A lash as there lips part One self can only tak, a certian amount of lashs! Joy? Is only a s distent ponder Bleed dry! Can not drip a drop no more I once heard rumers pain will cease, once bleed I can tell you this, thru life only 3 things are certian pain stree tourure

There were time we believe we have it all, find joy the meaning of life The ultimate question answered years go by it sinks deeper deeper in to the mind set With one sec no be honest on min one sentence is all it takes To rip all that is good all that makes a smile the most purest of all the is whole Crumble to where you once questioned all that was about There was time years a go were nothing made sense to the human comprehension Now all with in one min all that has made a whole for the years Despair is it for the best? The tears flood ramped down your cheeks Love the meaning of life is what you truly believed Left it all to follow

We lay upon each others self Gaze into eyes of our future, our destiny fading into the deapths of intwining souls becoming one Your my other half my home is within you Your eyes are serenity along with time that does not pass in your presence The days spent with you burn for eternity in your eyes Serenity is anything with you

I live That cool breeze it sweeps in, I have longed for it my life line Its back with you, Your becoming my blood my drive, Your becoming my sweet glowing light Bring me back from the shadows You put me under your spell I'm in awe with you These feelings with you are becoming stronger then ever before I couldn't imagine this You have pieced my heart together put your self in it I'm falling for you I could not be happier

Point of Existence Is there a point to this ? Why where here ? What do we have to do ? Why do we have these emotions? We spend most our time waiting, sad depressed were never really ever happy its only a Momentary thing. Cant feel a thing inside only pain I feel now will something ever take this Away ? I hope so I don't know how I can continue with this heaviness that weighs me down. How long can I pretend to keep my charade up will anyone notice I think not, As humans were to self absorbed no one cares enough to notice what goes on with anyone Else, why do we bother ?

Everlasting Everlasting beholding pain that is my existence, Who ever I open my self to just carries on with my pain it worsens Why do these people wish to cause me pain I think you could be my one I let you in my life for a moment I'm happy till the games begin My heart longs for you to fulfill it yet you just cause pain to grow With the roots of your lies why? I don't know how long I can continue in this existence my heart archs I never Can show a true smile anymore am I ever happy? that's one for the ages Please I don't want to be hurt again I can not handle it anymore I just ask for one thing One thing only . . . . . Dis

Repression We repress what we wish to ignore, what we don't want in our hearts Why do these emotions plaque our minds? Our thoughts Why cant you leave my heart I wish you no longer to be there We ended long ago why wont it leave Maybe for it was my first Dead on the inside I only feel the pain my repression has caused That blackens my existence I long to breathe again without the heaviness it brings

A Speck Of Dust Shattered Broken A Speak of dust is me lost in the breeze I fly with the drops of rain around me. Where do I go I float, Waiting to be picked up I know where I want to go my destiny I shall take grasp with two hands, I don't want to be lost again.

Sadness, worry Cant breath Tears fall Where are you? You know how I feel The pain from not hearing from you Not knowing if your ok Hurts I cant breath I cry My heart aches My heart cries My heart screams for you Thoughts of the worst plaque the mind I can not bear them Where are you ? I cry for you This pain wont stop growing Soon it will become unbearable I cry these tears they, seem to be eternal tears of pain, sorrow Can not bear them much longer I cry Feel like going to a dark corner cry my self away wither into nothings, let death take hold upon me My heart cries  for you Where are you?

What once was What once was joy happiness, everything I asked for now has, Just as anything good in my little existence ceases to exist, Everything that gets close to me leaves dies just simply hurts me Life is just pain were born into a world where only pain exists, I'm now dead inside this is now my existence all I ask is for a piece of Happiness is this to much to ask for ? Maybe so if it all just wants to leave, Leaving you lost in desert of souls I now cry again with the thousands of lost Souls in the caverns of disparity is death the only way to true peace I now question this more Tears represent what once was….